I faced today with an early obstacle – Pandora radio wouldn’t
play. It seems every year when my renewal is up, I go through crap with them.
And I PAY so I don’t have to listen to commercials! I wasted much time
researching and sending messages to resolve the issue.
I finally resorted to looking up Amazon music … which I’ve
been listening to today. BUT, I spent years building my Pandora music list. I
don’t have it in me to start all over with a new music program. I’m so
despondent over starting anew I feel like throwing up.
Pandora got back to me late this afternoon with questions as
to my problem. Hello! Don’t they understand English? I pay so I don’t get
commercials, so why do I have to turn off my ad blocker so they can play
commercials?
Later I couldn’t get online to pay my credit card bill. One
of those “due to a high volume” messages and “try back later.” I went back and
forth four times and still can’t access to pay my bill.
Little things added up and now, at day’s end, I’m mentally
drained. I did get in the studio for a couple of stints today, but with all
this other stress … I’m too mentally exhausted to cry.
And lately, my evening stint of escape TV isn’t much of an
escape when there are constant pop up ads about the coronavirus and begging for
donations. I’m tired. I’m tired of it all being jammed in my face or in my
ears. I’m even too fed up to be ornery!
And where’s my living wholeheartedly attitude? At the moment
it’s been beaten into the ground. I just want to crawl into bed and pull the blankets
over my head and hibernate.
I just have to keep telling myself tomorrow will be better.
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